IT'S OVER!!!

MARTY JUST LOOKED AT ME SUNDAY AND GAVE ME A HIGH FIVE AND SAID,"IT'S OVER!!" LITTLE DID HE KNOW THAT AFTER HE LEFT SUNDAY NIGHT I BAWLED MY EYES OUT, I FEEL LIKE I HAVE BEEN ON A EMOTIONAL ROLLER COASTER FOR ABOUT 3 MONTHS NOW AND I JUST HAD TO LET LOOSE, TO SAY THE LEAST IT IS NOW THURSDAY DEC. 4, AND I STILL FEEL LIKE BAWLING SO WHAT IS UP WITH THAT??? I AM NOT SURE THAT I AM STABLE RIGHT NOW, MEANING MY HORMONES OR IF THIS IS HOW YOU ARE SUPPOSE TO FEEL AFTER GIVING YOUR DAUGHTER AWAY. I AM SO THANK-FUL THOUGH THAT EVERYTHING WENT SO WELL, CONTESSA LOOKED SO BEAUTIFUL AND WAS SO HAPPY, I REALLY GOT TO GET TO KNOW LORIN THIS PAST WEEK AND I AM SO AMAZED AT HOW MUCH HE REMINDS ME OF MARTY WHEN WE FIRST MET, SO I KNOW SHE WILL BE OKAY, BECAUSE I HAVE THE GREATEST HUSBAND EVER!!! I HAVE TO THANK ALL MY SWEET FAMILY, I HAVE HAD SO MANY PEOPLE SAY TO ME, "WOW, WHAT A FAMILY," THEY ARE AMAZED THAT WE ARE SO CLOSE AND THAT WE PUT EACH OTHER FIRST. SO THANK-YOU, AND I LOVE YOU ALL!! NOW TO MY SWEET HUSBAND, THANK-YOU FOR KEEPING ME TOGETHER THIS PAST MONTH, I KNOW IT HAS BEEN HARD, I LOVE YOU MARTY!! TO MY OTHER THREE MONKEYS, THANKS FOR HELPING MOM DO ALL THE EXTRA THINGS THAT HAD TO BE DONE, I KNOW PLAYING WOULD HAVE BEEN FUN, BUT I REALLY APPRECIATE ALL THE HELP AND EXTRA HUGS!! NOW A BIG THANK-YOU TO MY HEAVENLY FATHER AND SAVIOR, MAN THEY MUST REALLY LOVE ME, MY GREATEST THANKS AND LOVE TO THEM!! I LOVE LIFE AND THE ADVENTURE IT GIVES US!! GO! FIGHT! WIN! LOVE, CRICKET