My Girls

I am so proud of my daughters, I see that they are self sufficient, strong and compassionate women. It makes my heart swell with love everytime I see them overcome a trial or accomplish a great feat in life, I am so proud that they love their Heavenly Father and are trying to be strong in these hard times. I am proud that Contessa is such a good mommy and that she keeps strong in what she believes in, I am proud of Cherokee and that she is getting an education and that she keeps her chin up and doesn't back down. I have been truly blessed to be the mother of these two daughters of God, I love you both more than anything.

I love the men in my life!!

First I love of course Marty, he truly is my soul mate. I can't believe we have been together for 22 yrs., I am happy to say that we still look at each other like we are the only two people on earth. We had a great weekend together, we went to lunch and a movie, got roses and some other very fun stuff!! We haven't had a lot of alone time lately, so it was so nice to just have him to myself and talk and hold hands. I am so glad that cupid shot my heart in the Hardee's parking lot 22 yrs. ago!! I love ya s.t.
My two boys are next in my life, I love being a mom to them. I love that Chevy is so good at helping me when Marty is gone and the fact that he smiles and laughs with me. I love that he is still my fluffy kitty and has a tender heart. I love that Cash is my shinning star, he gives me kisses and doesn't care that others might be watching, he tells me he loves me all the time. He reminds me everyday that I have witnessed a miracle in my life and I am so grateful to have him.
I love these men who are truly still little boys at heart, they are my life and I am thankful for that!! Love ya Marty, Cash, Chevy

GOOD GRIEF!

I LIKE TO WRITE IN CAPS, NOT BECAUSE I AM ANGRY JUST BECAUSE I CAN SEE BETTER!! JUST IN CASE ANYONE THINKS I AM ANGRY AT SOMETHING. LOL WELL THE TIME HAS FLOWN BY ONCE AGAIN AND I AM STILL BLOGGING ON A HALLOWEEN BACKGROUND, I JUST CAN'T KEEP UP. THE BEST NEWS OF THIS MONTH IS THAT WE ARE GOING TO BE GRANDPARENTS AGAIN!! I AM VERY EXCITED SINCE I STILL FEEL YOUNG AND I STILL GET VERY BABY HUNGRY, I CAN'T BELIEVE HOW THE SEASONS OF LIFE JUST SEEM TO PASS BY SO QUICKLY. I REMEMBER HAVING CONTESSA AND HOW YOUNG MARTY AND ME WERE, I WAS WAY THINNER OF COURSE, AND MARTY HAD TONS MORE HAIR!! I WAS FEELING A LITTLE DOWN THE OTHER DAY, IT SEEMS LIKE MY NEST JUST KEEPS GETTING A LITTLE MORE LESS EACH DAY. OF COURSE I WILL HAVE MY CASH FOR AWHILE, BUT I MISS MY GIRLS AND HAVING EVERYONE HOME TO PUT TO BED AND DO HOMEWORK WITH AND CLEAN UP AFTER. THERE HAS ALWAYS BEEN A PART OF ME THAT HAS FELT THAT MARTY AND ME AREN'T DONE BEING PARENTS, BUT I AM NOT SURE WHAT THAT MEANS, SINCE I AM A "IT" NOW!!LOL MAYBE IT IS JUST THIS WINTER, IT IS DRAGGING ON, I NEED TO BE OUTSIDE CLEARING OUT THE COBWEBS IN MY HEAD!! OUR FAMILY IS DOING GOOD, WE HAVE BEEN VERY BLESSED WITH GOOD HEALTH THIS YEAR, MAYBE IT IS BECAUSE WE NEVER GO ANYWHERE, BUT I AM PRETTY SURE IT IS A BLESSING ANYWAY. MARTY IS STILL TRAVELING, I THINK HE IS SICK OF IT, BUT IT IS A JOB AND THOSE ARE HARD TO COME BY. HE IS SUCH A GREAT HUSBAND AND DADDDY, HE IS ALWAYS DOING THINGS TO HELP ME AROUND THE HOUSE, I THINK HE WILL BE VERY GLAD TO HAVE OUR BASEMENT DONE. CHEVY IS A STRAIGHT A STUDENT IN SCHOOL, I AM SURE HAVING VIDEO TIME HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH GETTING GOOD GRADES. CHEROKEE IS BUSY WITH SCHOOL AND WORK, WE ARE SO PROUD OF ALL SHE DOES TO BE INDEPENDENT, SHE IS A AWESOME DAUGHTER. CASH OF COURSE CONTINUES TO DRIVE ME CRAZY DURING THE DAY, BUT IS GREAT TO SNUGGLE TO AT NIGHT. HE IS SO READY FOR SCHOOL AND IS ONE SMART LITTLE WHIP A ROO. I AM JUST TRYING TO KEEP UP ON EVERYTHING WHILE MARTY IS AWAY AND BE CONTENT AND HAPPY. WE LOVE YOU ALL, THE CARRILLO'S